Thursday, October 02, 2008
These few weeks have been really tough for me emotionally. It has been a really long time since I felt this way or maybe I've never feel it this strong before. I'm in a state of denial now. Hoping everything will turn out right one day even though deep down I know thats not going to happen. Seriously its not going to happen. Like one of my bestest friend said. "What happened to me.. There's no point..........................." and like she said, "你变的一点性格都没有了."Well, let me tell u........ Knowing the truth really hurts and I choose to ignore it. I heard it, saw it, yet I'm still here. What am I actually expecting out of this? I gave up so many things for this.. Disappoint people who are really important to me. I know by making certain decisions, im going to lose some really impt things to me and that hurts. I can't control it.. I'm sorry... I'm really really really really sorry. Do you know how your throat hurts from all the tears you're holding back? 这感觉真得很难受... 真得很难受.............................
About Me.
Yong Xuan
D.O.B: 28 June
Email/MSN: xuan_han86@hotmail.com
Screams!!!!
Links.
Akil
Aziah
DChE21
Derek
Edison Chen
Josephine
Kartono
Kenneth
Peini
Rouxin
Sebastian
Siew Noi
Weiting
Archives.
