Doubt you will read my blog and i hope you dun.


I once heard from someone, no matter what my decision is, it will respected and he will wish me all the best.... but when my decision was made, things were totally not as it was said to be.. and I've since nv to hear from that person.. Even his msn nick was like "Hatred" etc. hahahah and I was told something like "We shall keep in contact for as long as can be"...


seriously bullshit...


A conversation with a friend of mine:-


Turbo Emo: "Guys will always treat you like princess and say all kinds of wonderful things when u r nt attached and disappear the next moment when u r..."


Xuan: "R u Sure? I dun think so lei.. Dun think my friends are like that."


Turbo Emo: "When have I ever lied to you? Dun believe, you shall see for yourself."


Well, true enough........ This thing did happen to me... This particular person can totally DISAPPEAR OVERNIGHT... and ignore me from den on.. We didnt even get the chance to clarify things out...


To you (if u ever read my blog):


I tried to msn / sms u NOT because Im trying to win this friendship back / pester u... Maybe i did thought of salvaging our friendship and tried to get chance to clear things up with u before.. But nw... I WILL NEVER.. for u're too heartless and cruel, totally too much and overboard..


NW, if u think doing what u are doing nw is the best FOR U (not me).. den go ahead... I shall take it that we nv knew each other... Shall we never to cross each other's path ever... You told me, I'm scary... Well, let me tell u this... Look at urself in the mirror... U r the scary one... U changed the most and to the most extreme NT ME.. U ask me to make the decision and i did.... DEN WHAT HAPPEN TO U? GONE! Dun always think that u are the only pitiful one out there and tell everyone of your best/gd friends that I've made u become who u are nw... I hate it... Understand?


If u are / WERE (definietly WERE) truely my friend.. U would've listened to what Í have to say instead of disappearing and assuming things the way u it to be, so u are able to pity urself to make urself feel better! Im not for u to ACCUSE, SO THAT UR FRIENDS will PITY U and think that im THE WORST PERSON IN THE WORLD FOR THINGS I HAVENT GOT THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN... Its totally unfair to me... ITS.. ARGH.. I hate it...


Anyway, to the rest...


I would love to take this opportunity to wish all of you a Prosperous and Happy Lunar New Year.


Lots of Luv,
Xuan