Im here to blog again... An online dairy where noone reads and I dont wish anyone is reading.. If you are reading please pretend that u have nv ever seen this blog. I dont wish ppl to come asking me if im ok... Because its OBVIOUS that im not.. if im fine, i wun here now.....

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For leaving without even letting me noe.. what can i do? I cant even be angry.. The moment someone told me u picked up the call.. My tears jus................................

I got nthing to say .... blank....

Why do i have to get myself into all this? I dun have to.. I dun need to... Yet i choose to... Reason = I wan to hold on to our friendship...

I cant concentrate on my work.. I keep making mistakes... I just wan to get out of this place...

Since, leaving is the choice... Den i shall too... Soon.. I promise everyone... A promise i make to myself.... I will be strong one day to leave without shedding another Bloody tear... GET IT?

I have made up my choose / decision..................

I wan to be strong.. I will learn to be strong... I want to hate... I will learn to hate.... I wan to be cruel.. I will learn to be cruel........

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