this few days im realli very very vvery very very very xin ku... i dunnoe because of wat.. i have so many troubles but i dunnoe how to express it. im lost. i dunnoe wat i wan.. im soooo frustrated.. so fed up with myself... i dunnoe wat to do.. i need some guidence..
i can tell noone... i have noone to tell.. i nv tell anyone anything tt is realli about myself... nah noone...

i noe there will be one or two ppl who would like to help mi now. but the prob is i dunnoe wat im troubled with... im jus feel something is stuck inside.. it jus CANT come out... everytime when i feel it stuck inside. i will go into a seriously low mood. when this feeling comes i will feel like crying, i will feel like hiding myself and keeping my distance from ppl. wat is happening.

im suppose to be studying now but im nt. im nt.. im nt.. im nt... im nt gd enough at anything... anything..... stay away from mi..... when i have this feeling, i wanna outcast myself from everyone. i rather study by myself.. i rather do things by myself. wat is happening? haix... did something to myself to relieve the stuck-ed feeling inside mi yest but now it hurts -_-... and the prob is nt solved yet..............................................................................................................